My life has been revolving around fantasies lately. I'm getting excited over things which my mind could create. I'm far from reality. I am so into him than he is into me. I plan things in my mind. I create this perfect dream where we could both make and live in. Unfortunately, it's all MY dreams. I'm talking about MY plans, MY hopes... MY everything.
I feel that I was and has always been more involved. Stupid me for allowing this to happen. It hurts. What should I do now?
My heart says cling on and give him a chance. He SEEMS like a great guy but no concrete efforts have been taken. He SEEMS like he cares every now and then or fine, once in a while. He SEEMS to like me but only when we talk. He SEEMS to need me only when we're online. It's all those acts that drew me to love him.
I need to think before I feel.
I need to.
I must.
I'm a rational being therefore, I got to..
that's what I'm going to do.
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