People come and go in your life. Sometimes they are present while most of the time, they are not around. I get affected when people leave me behind. I don't understand what really goes on with me when that happens but I just hate that feeling. But you know what? One thing I have realized about being alone and being independent, for as long as my parents assure me that they support my decisions and they stand by me. I am fine with that. Never in my life have I thought of how much they both meant to me. Their opinions mean so much to me. I have the coolest parents ever! What else could I ever ask for?
Right now, I honestly feel incomplete since I am far from them. For a few weeks now, I have been feeling that I have lost my balance. But all their messages of cheer, prayers, and blessings keep me going. They have faith in me. They believe that I can stand on my own. It means so much to me that they are trusting me this much. I needed that badly. For a time I thought, they never really believed in me. I felt that they could see me as someone who would just depend on them. Being far from them and experiencing all these things in the name of independence and career building made me realize that my parents actually took a leap of faith as well and trusted me so much.
My heart longs for them. Their presence is an assurance and a security blanket for me. I miss that but right now, I got to stand on my own. I need to learn how to trust God and allow Him to lead my life.
I do pray things would work out for me. I would love to seriously bless my family with things that they deserve. *sigh* God bless my heart's desires...
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