Belle de Jour

Feeling down. Can't seem to push the bad vibes away. Feel like crying. No tears come out. Emptiness in my heart. Surrounded by uncertainties. I don't know where to run. Left with nothing. It's sad. I don't want to succumb to the feeling of loneliness but it's pulling me down.  Opportunities strike but it doesn''t seem so good. This is so sad. I don't know what to do and where to start.