Jump Jump Jump

For two years now, I have been treading on calm waters. Things were going on just fine and I was getting comfortable once more. I love how things are when I get comfy. I perform better. I get to slide.


Now, some things are getting in the way once more. My idealistic bubble has been burst. The once calm waters have formed high waves that crash into me. If I continue to fight it, I'll go with the waves, I'll drown!


I don't know what these circumstances mean. My resources are limited. I am learning a lesson, that I know. I need to do something. My boat is being toppled over and is on the verge of sinking. Do I go and join the boat as it sinks?


I keep asking the Lord if this is His way out for me. I still do not understand though. My dreams are big. I want to do so many things. I'm 28 and not getting any younger, I know that for a fact. I still need to pray more. I need God's guidance.


Straighten things in my life. Surrender... complete surrender to the Lord. I need to do something. However, in moments like these, I have only 1 option to choose, TRUST completely on the Lord and pray that my plans are in accordance to His. 


This is it. Another time to JUMP and then FALL...
Am I ready?


I'm not, but when God says yes...
I'm DEFINITELY going to GO!


Without a doubt,
Jem